Today I’m not having an easy day but I’m making an effort to stay positive: the voices have been tormenting me since morning; it is not easy to manage my inner world and coordinate it with the physical environment that surrounds me. When I feel like this, it is as if I am out of reality and someone commands my body; it’s as if the real Célio was submerged in a sea of sargasso and it was difficult to stay afloat. I am suddenly in the midst of quicksand and the more I struggle to leave, the more I sink. However, I am happy because despite everything I can fulfill my daily tasks. I’m not taking one of the sleeping pills – Morfex – which already represents a victory.
This new psychiatric condition is a complete novelty to me. But what will be the cause of all these obsessive and senseless thoughts? There are two possibilities: the first relates to my past and the other to a personality trait. On the one hand, possible childhood traumas will be emerging at this moment; it is as if the pieces of clothing had all changed and scattered on the floor of my subconscious, suddenly a character arises who asks that all this be arranged and organized. This character that emerges are the voices that emanate from this disorganized scenario to tell my conscious matter so that everything must be cleaned. On the other hand, my inability to be flexible with myself can explain the symptomatological picture. All these pressures result in this explosive combination.
A FOCUS ON THE FUTURE
What helps me to survive in these situations is the belief in a greater Good that equalizes my positive and negative forces. When you feel submerged by negativity, what helps you to survive? Write me (email@example.com) to tell your story. Do not forget – It’s all in You!